watch me break and watch me burn

i've probably already broken my new year's resolution to stop pitying myself, but courtney love is a goddess and i love this song:

currently coming to terms with the fact that my life at the moment is as good as it's going to get

i am the girl you know can't look you in the eye

i am the girl you know so sick i cannot try

i am the one you want can't look you in the eye

i am the girl you know i lie and lie and lie