no fun

"people like us, who believe in physics, know that the distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion."

albert einstein

often i wish i could be more like this:

and less like this:

to the best of my knowledge, at least for a time andy warhol felt the same way

may be going clubbing soon, a state of drunkenness must be reached as soon as possible in order to feign an air of normality


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i keep mine hidden

up until recently, the song "i keep mine hidden" by the smiths meant little more to me than being the last song they ever recorded. but not long ago i realised how utterly true and relevant the lyrics are to my life, more specifically my almost complete inability to outwardly display emotion.

hate, love and war

force emotions to the fore

but not for me, of course

of course

i keep mine hidden

i keep mine hidden

but it's so easy for you

because you let yours flail

into public view