without you i'm nothing

these days after the conclusion of year 11, my life consists of this:

- wake up at 9 instead of 6:50
- lie around for most of the morning
- get dressed and walk down to camberwell
- smoke a couple on the way
- put a trashy magazine and a pack of gum on my parent's account at the newsagents
- withdraw some money and buy something at the opshop
- walk around target checking out the cheap shoes
- check out the cheap asian store on the way back
- walk home again

so yeah studying for my year 12 health and human development exam is not a part of this schedule at all. really, i should be studying, because this is the one whose results actually count and could potentially decide my future if i do really well or really badly. but frankly i have never studied before in my life and i don't plan to start in year 11, or next year for that matter. thankfully most of my subjects are english based ones that you can't really study for, or folio based ones that don't have an exam.

i was looking for a job and then i found a job, and heaven knows i'm miserable now. new waitress at a dodgy italian restaurant that gave everyone salmonella a couple of years back. anyway, it's $8.50 an hour for not having any idea what i'm doing, so i can't complain.

i think a boy likes me that i don't like, well i like him as a friend but i'm not attracted to him, awkward

i really should get around to watching true romance one of these days

currently listening to:
trigger ~ sandrine
sonic reducer ~ dead boys
lust in the movies ~ the long blondes
bad romance ~ lady gaga

saw this photo in a magazine when i was 12 and, without knowing who marianne faithfull was, took it in to my hairdresser and asked for the same fringe. true story

saw this photo when i was 14, took it in to the hairdresser and asked her to cut off all my beautiful waist length hair. true story