first date

i wonder.

(my only mistake is i'm hoping.)

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currently listening to:

all day and all of the night ~ the kinks

exit music (for a film) ~ radiohead

drive ~ the cars

ever fallen in love (with someone you shouldn't've) ~ buzzcocks

i keep mine hidden

up until recently, the song "i keep mine hidden" by the smiths meant little more to me than being the last song they ever recorded. but not long ago i realised how utterly true and relevant the lyrics are to my life, more specifically my almost complete inability to outwardly display emotion.

hate, love and war

force emotions to the fore

but not for me, of course

of course

i keep mine hidden

i keep mine hidden

but it's so easy for you

because you let yours flail

into public view

rave on

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i feel like i am drowning.

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currently listening to:

how to disappear completely ~ radiohead

let's dance ~ david bowie

sunny afternoon ~ the kinks

what do i get? ~ the buzzcocks